I lie in the backyard, darkness all around me.
Staring up at the night sky, the constellations.
In the background the music plays, I hum along.
I am but a tiny piece of a grander puzzle.
And every day I wish I could give more, be more, do more,
but in the end, I’m simply lucky to be doing anything at all.
In this moment the beauty of the song overtakes me.
I sing aloud and the words consume my soul.
The song is close, personal, true to my life.
The night is my dearest friend.
I’m safe and happy in this world I’ve created for such a short while.
I’m a star too, shining as brightly as those in the sky.
In this moment, my dreams are real; the song is mine.
I am not someone just singing along to any old song,
it’s my anthem, my theme song and I’m singing with the passion of the writer.
My words have power, show pain, show love, show everything.
They are the window to the real me.
And as I sing them the world can see me truly, if not for the night sky sheltering me.
I hide here afraid to shine, afraid to grow.
And when the song ends the star fades away again into the sea of so many.