I gaze up at the stars above,
Wishing they could see me through.
Their light could guide me to brighter days,
And melt the darkness of night away.
I’ve heard the fateful words again,
Too much, too soon, too often.
First in a friend whose paid his price,
He fought this battle, now fights it twice.
Then perhaps again in my father.
I’m not sure I can handle another.
This ugly beast, this awful disease
I wish we could erase, oh please.
Lord, I’ve spent so many days trying to understand.
I’ve raised money, I’ve walked, I’ve cried, I’ve held others’ hands.
I’ve prayed in every Church and every corner,
I’ve spent nights in tears or completely dried out.
It never seems to stop touching those I love.
Even I’ve had the words thrown out at me.
Cancer is an evil entity,
And yet it never really dies.
It haunts the worlds of those who’ve known it.
It lurks in the shadows waiting to attack.
It’s beastly in abounding ways.
I keep trying to fight back.
The world has many a great things,
wondrous oceans, jungles, forests.
There are precious children,
Innocent young minds to mold.
Lives to live, love to be had.
but this evil still finds a hold.
It’s true it can make you stronger.
I’ve seen that many times.
But it’s a never-ending battle
Even if the cancer isn’t mine.
Lord tonight I pray,
for all who suffer and for all who’ve hurt
from this dreadful disease.
Lord, take them in your heart and hands,
keep them near and make them whole.
Fill them with love, happiness, and never let go.